i feel like everything this past week has really sucked a fuck
gettin written up at work
i dont even know dude im just so psyched out. it just feels like everytime i turn around theres some man of authority talking down to me. i dont want to ride my mopeds anymore, i dont want to be pulled over bythe police anymore for no specific reason. it just feels like everytime i leave the house and dont completely blend into this dull, shitty world theres someone talking down to me. at school, get talked down to. the police, get talked down to. go to work, why cant you do shit right are you a fucking idiot.
it just seems like such a shitty existance. like why do i bother pursueing happiness on any level what soever. all we do is train for work, work thenreceive money which we proceed to use in attempts to satisfy our stupid materialistic ways.
i have no motivation, i dont want to work on bikes / cars or do anything for that matter.
i have a hard time reminding myself that once upon a time was ina relationship where i truly had someone who gave a shit about me. this is why im a piece of shit, i need constant reassurance of self worth by another individual
There’s something about getting advice from dogs that I like.
FINALLY I GET A ANON COMING ONTO ME. I KNEW MY DAY WAS COMING.
yes. boner butt preez
i feel like ive re-entered my bummed out funk. everything sucks. i dont want to leave my house, period. when i leave my house bad things happen and i dont want bad things to happen anymore. im so sad